Monday, November 23, 2009


I know i've been keeping everyone in suspense - but since I don't have internet explorer on my computer, I have no idea whether I have fixed the problem or not (on Firefox, my blog shows up fine, no problems at all)

But anyway.

I've always been a big believer that everything happens for a reason. That to change one thing in your past might alter your future. Live with no regrets since you can't change the past anyway.

But lately i've begun to wonder. If I could turn around and do my life over again...or even back up to a certain time and place and change what happened, would i? Every day, I start to think that a little more.
Like maybe I never would have moved back to NJ.
Or I would start graduate school right away.
I would never have tried to move back with out a solid plan (those who know me know spontenaity and myself do not mix)
I never would have wasted so many years waiting for someone who would never treat me the way i deserve to be treated.

It's hard to look at where you are in life, discontent with where you are, unhappy with where your life is and NOT think that maybe, you would change some, or all, of it.


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